When still a newborn, I was baptised in the Roman Catholic Church. As the years went by, I slowly came to the realisation that I’d never be able to practise what I was taught. I am not sure whether God or heaven and hell exist because I was taught that God’s love for us is immense and beyond our understanding.
My curiosity: if during my life on earth I commit a murder I might be punished for 15/25 years and if my behaviour is correct I will, most probably, be released before.
However, if I commit a mortal sin that is also sacrilegious and I die without having confessed, I will go to hell for eternity.
Sounds like an oxymoron.