It’s so frustrating when you talk to someone and they don’t listen. I’m not talking about them having ear phones on, or them being semi deaf, or them even deliberately ignoring you…I’m referring to when you talk to someone who cannot seem to decipher what you are trying to say.

Why does that even happen? Is it because the other person is so caught up in their thoughts and their own little theories of life that they won’t give a chance to trying to comprehend your frame of mind? Is it because the other person is on a totally different wave length? Or maybe is it because the other person has already made up their mind?

I never do any chores at home, because I’m never home, but if I did I think it would be therapeutic. I’d love to iron out all those creases and folds in my shirts or anyone’s shirts. I’d love to wash floors or dishes just to see the grime wash off and it’s all nice and clean again, fresh new start to everything. Everything smells nice and clean, and all that’s left is murky water you let run down the plug hole. Is there and end to that plug hole? Where does it end up… does the dirty water come back to us, distilled and ready for us to drink again? How ironic. I just wish if I wiped something out of my life that it would never come back disguised as something else.

During conversation with a friend of mine, he told me he once visited a medium of some sort who told him that he was some 4 other people in other lives before. That freaked me out. I thought to myself so like it’s not enough that you come here once and walk a tight rope everyday..you have to do it four times over or more…if you believe in reincarnation that is! If you don’t, that thought never occurs to you. Truthfully I’d rather believe in good old heaven and hell…easier concept to deal with!

Where would I rather end up…I don’t know …let me live my life….we’ll see!